Edward Cullen's merchandise

Ok, god. I have to buy this stuff! If there's a fair in this world.

Oh come on.

Please............

I LOVE BOTH OF THEM!LOL

Robert Pattinson: "manly is sexier. older is hotter."

Aduh ni orang.

He's my type.

I don't know, there's something in his eyes. It seems like"You want me,girl?"

His copperish or let's say blondish brown hair.

His manly look.

Oh my gosh.

He's so hot.

So gorgeous.

Damn fucking amazing.

And i don't know what to say,but

Ooooh, i LOVE him.

Really really do.

Don't matter what the fuck with camilla and many more.......

Don't matter 'who he is'

Oh my goddess,

Bring me Robert to complete my stupid brain.

Rapot 'bayangan'

Honestly, i always expected that my mom got something 'wrong' with her brain.
Kayak tentang facebook dan tentang nilai di sekolah.
Nyokap menuntut nilai BAGUS. lebih tepatnya, kesempurnaan, yang mungkin sulit banget.
Nyokap merasa gue pasti bisa lebih dari semua orang.
gue juga merasa pinter sih.
Cuma kan, ada waktunya(Ok, maksudnya sekarang ini), gue lagi ga bener-bener pengen belajar.
Ada waktunya kan, seorang cewek 13 taun pengen nyoba hal-hal baru. blogging misalnya.
Nyokap dan bokap selalu berpendapat bahwa hal-hal demikian(hal-hal yang dilakuin remaja) bisa dilakuin nanti aja, setelah sukses.
Tapi kan itu ga masuk akal?Masa gue mau baca Twilight umur 30?
Udah keburu basi dong(enggak juga sih, Twilight ga bakal basi)
Gue setuju tentang larangan pacaran. Itu bener banget. pacaran bakal ganggu idup gue. alah bacot ya, toh ga ada yang mau juga sama gue. Dan mana mungkin tau-tau Robert Pattinson bertekuk lutut dan bilang 'will you marry me'. Sampe gue diterkam werewolf juga ga bakal(apa sih ra). Tapi soal, if you are a student then study and just be clever, i don't think so. Waktu kelas 7, gampang banget buat ranking. Tapi sekarang, jangankan buat ranking, buat gak remedial aja penuh perjuangan.
Nah, tadi nyokap ke sekolah buat ngambil rapot bayangan,terus ngomel,marah,nyinder dan lain sebagainya. Dia mengharuskan gue dapet 5 besar semester ini. Oh astaga. dan yang paling menusuk adalah 'lo kebanyakan baca novel sih, liat tu si faiqa!dia kan bukan dari kelas unggulan!sementara lo ranking terus waktu kelas 7 kan?Masa lo kalah sih?Jauh banget ra, peringkat 12!apaan coba tu?Pokoknya ini harus diubah. Harus 5 besar.Belajar tu yang serius, jangan ngeremehin!'
Dan air mata pun menggenangi pipi(hah).
Rasanya sedih, kecewa, marah, nyesel.
Nyokap bener banget.
Kok kayaknya gue merosot banget, kok kayaknya gue bego banget.
Tapi kan gak ada yang ngerti gimana gue udah usaha!
Pulang sekolah langsung les dan lain sebagainya.
Dikiranya enak?

Kadang, idup secara fictional itu pasti jauh lebih enak daripada idup yang real.
Kadang pengen rasanya melompat masuk kesebuah buku dan menjadi tokohnya.
Meninggalkan semua beban.
Tapi harapan kayak gitu yang salah.
Harapan yang kayak gitu yang membuat sel-sel otak gue melemah secara perlahan.

Who's flirt on? Robert or Kristen,huh?

Ok, munafik banget saya.

If i said ' ah Kristen was flirt on Robert. yeah, for sure. Not for remember_Robert is the HOTTEST guy alive.'

But, based on Robert eyes it seems like 'Hey Kristen, you could be my 9th lover after another beautiful woman. Trust my smile.'

And this picture is on TWILIGHT. the best time ever.

Oh gosh, Robert........

You just can choose one, not all beautiful woman.

But i want it, your 375th lover maybe.

LOL

Stephenie Meyer and her VAMPIRES

Ah, iri banget liat foto ini.

The vampire girls are damn BEATIFUL(it should be, cause they're vampires huh?).

And Jasper look so adorable and cute....

Carlisle look so manly.

Ok ok.

From left there are:

Kristen Stewart as Bella Swan.

Ashley Greene as Alice Cullen.

Nikki Reed as Rosalie Hale.

Stephenie Meyer.

Peter Facinelli as Carlisle Cullen.

Jackson Rathbone as Jasper Hale.

For damn information, all the girls ever dating Robert Pattinson.

And i don't know, based on the MOST BEAUTIFUL....ASHLEY GREENE. She got a big flirt with Robert...awrrr. But yeah i can't lie on my self, she's so beautiful. She will be good with Robert.

And for Robert, what do you see on Camilla?

haha.LOL

Twilight new picture with Edward very very CHARMING.

Ya ya, i know. Edward Cullen aka my Pattinson, he never look bad(for me). but based on this picture, Edward look like THE MOST BEATUTIFUL THING IN THIS SOLAR SYSTEM. The way he look Bella, and the way bella look him, is like... i don't know. Big LOVE. and i just can "Ok god, please make Edward Cullen be alive. And make he love me as he loves bella. And please please, proof that Vampire is exist. If there's a FAIR in this world".

And one thing more, Twilight the movie realese in Indonesia on December. So, what another fuck things we can do exept WAITIN,LOL?hahahahaha

Andhyarnita Pratami, sure, MY BEST FRIEND FOREVER.

Nah, di kelas 5 itu juga saya ketemu orang yang begitu ngertiin gue, seru, cerdas, rajin, asyik, namanya Dita. Dia bener-bener membahagiakan! Yang paling bikin gue sayang sama di karena dia dengan sabar bisa nerima ocehan gue tentang ROBERT PATTINSON setiap menitnya(Bulan sama Devi aja gak kuat,hahaha)Bahkan dia yang waktu itu bikin gue meratiin si kecebong(cuma kita bedua yang tau kan ta?). Kita dulu selalu bikin julukan buat banyak orang,kebayang ga dosanya? si taik lah, si anjing, kecebong, pangeran katak(item dekil kayak gembel, but also cool), 10,1(ada juga yang pake angka) dan masih banyak lagi. Dia dulu akrab sama Inta dan nadia cp(pindah sekolah dikelas 5), sampe akhirnya juga akrab sama gue. Waktu itu Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire baru keluar(lagi panas-panasnya). Tapi gue punya feeling yang luar biasa besar terhadap yang jadi CEDRIC. Dita sama Inta penggemar berat, ya udah gue tanyain aja. Dan ternyata mereka juga mikir yang Cedric ganteng, tapi gak segila gue. Usut punya usut, nama cowok tersebut adalah Robert Pattinson(gue ragu bisa suka sama cowok lain selain dia). Sampe akhirnya kita jadi SANGAT DEKAT,dan hal itu membawa malapetaka(hampir ga lulus,hehe). Dita tu tau gue banget, dan itu bagus. Kita juga pernah berantem sih karena zodiak kita kan sama, sama-sama keras kepala jadinya. Gue inget banget pas valentine gue sama Dita marahan(sampe gak saling ngomong),trus besoknya baikan lagi, kata Dita "kayak orang pacaran."hahahaha. Ngomong-ngomong soal pacaran, Dita waktu itu ditembak Angger yang dulu juga akrab sama gue. Itu peristiwa penembakan pertama yang pernah gue liat. Dita sampe nangis terharu, Angger sampe rada bingung gitu. Akhirnya mereka jadian. Wah, pacar pertama Dita! Trus, Angger ngasih cadburry milk(favorit Dita), hmmm romantis banget. Tapi sayang, hubungan itu tau-tau ilang aja. Dita sama Angger jadi gak ada contact special lagi. Lalu, ada 2 cowok baru. dua-duanya gue peratiin karena Dita sering cerita(dan suka sama salah satu). Dan astaga, gue jadi ikutan suka(sama yang satunya)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!itu perasaan suka yang beda,rasanya kayak naksir dan itu aneh banget. mengingat cowok itu BEDA banget. Ternyata cowok yang kayak gitu yang tipe gue.hahaha.
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Masa-masa di Cikal Harapan

Dulu, saya bersekolah di TK dan SD CIKAL HARAPAN BSD(hah). Dari TK saya udah suka sama seorang cowok(sekarang dia gaul loh,hahaha). Menurut saya itu aneh bangeeeet.
Kelas 1-3 gak terlalu berarti sih, saya juga udah agak lupa. Tapi yang pasti dulu saya akrab sama BELLA_Sabila Anina Waas.Ya kan Bel?
Saya tergolong murid yang biasa aja. Tapi, dari kelas 1-3 saya selalu masuk kelas unggulan. Lalu setelah itu kelas unggulan ditiadakan, karena ada ibu-ibu yang protes(Gue masih inget loh, ibunya siapa yang protes). Katanya kelas unggulan itu gak adil, padahal maksudnya gak pengen anaknya masuk kelas orang-orang bego.
Memasuki kelas 4, wah saya mulai berubah tuh. Lebih tepatnya saya dewasa sebelum umurnya. Dewasa dalam hal sikap dan pemikiran loh ya.....Saya mulai berpikir tentang agama, bahwa kewajiban setiap cewek untuk menutup auratnya. Ini gak lebay, tapi sumpah gue merasa kayak dapet hidayah atau apaaaa ya,mungkin kata hati untuk mulai memakai jilbab.Dan buktinya itu bertahan sampai sekarang!Walaupun ada banyak banget cobaannya.
Kelas 4 saya akrab sama Adel_Adelia Dwi Anggraini. Yah, kita mulai jadi kayak riot girl gitu. Agak aneh sebenernya. Terutama karena Adel suka sama si Y waktu itu, dan itu pertama kalinya saya melihat orang yang suka-sukaan secara nyata(biasanya di senetron).Trus saya mulai mengenal Rizal(Rizal lo dimana sekarang?katanya pindah ke Bandung ya?), Anno(Iri banget gue sama lo), Yaris(Idung lo udah tumbuh?) dan lain lain di kelas 4B. Kelas 4B awalnya gue anggep sial, abis kayak bawa pengaruh jelek gitu........Pokoknya gue jadi berubah total deh!
Kelas 5(KELAS TERBAIK SEPANJANG MASA), saya masuk kelas 5A. dan rasanya menenangkan bangeeet. Gue bertemu orang-orang baru! Gue kenal ARSYAN(my best buds, gue gak pernah ketemu orang kayak lu syan), Angger(si cengeng, aib lu bakal gue simpen sampe mati ger) , Angga, BIMO,NADIA AMALIA HANAFIAH(salut banget sama ni orang,DIETNYA SUKSES BANGET!). Kita bikin geng gitu(sumpah malu banget), dan banyak banget yang mau gabung! Kita bikin pendaftaran buat masuk geng kita. Namanya apa ya,lupa deh. Kita ke Dufan bareng, trus si A pake muntah gara-gara naik kora-kora!hahahahahaha.........Ngata-ngatain guru pas naik pontang-panting(Gue jadi kualat tuh sama Otong). Trus yang paling memorable tuh pas naik Arung Jeram,seru banget deh.
Trus kita ke Lippo waktu Nadia ulang tahun, naik Jet coasternya... Arsyan awalnya ketakutan gitu, sementara Nadia sok berani.hahaha.Akhirnya, geng ini bisa dibilang bubar,karena semuanya mulai pada punya temen baru gue rasa. Tapi ini pengalaman yang ga bakal gue lupain!I love you all...........

Yeah,that's true. Robert Pattinson still on with Camilla Belle.

Ah,saya sangat tau ini benar-benar terjadi.

Ya ya ya, They're still on.

And i never thought it.

And I swear Robert have dating another girl(unfortunately not me).

And Camilla?

What the FUCK?

and Robert taking another holy sheat picture with unknown, and the girl seems like"Oh Robert, could you back with me?"

And Robert look a little bit STRESS(his hair), What's your problem Spunk?

And there's no Kristen Stewart in Robert's heart,yeay!

Because, 1. Kristen already have a boyfriend(Michael Angarano)

2. Robert is too brink me on.(Who's his girl?)

Strangely,Robert got an award but he didn't look happy.

May be, he miss me so much!

KIDDING.LOL

Edward Cullen's best quotes

No blood, no foul.
Twilight.

What if I’m not a superhero? What if I’m the bad guy?
Twilight.

Do you think that I could be scary?
Twilight.

Do I dazzle you?
Twilight.

Enough commentary on my driving.
Twilight.

And you accused me of dazzling people — poor Jacob Black.
Twilight.

You don’t care if I’m a monster? If I’m not human?
Twilight.

Don’t you want to know if I drink blood?
Twilight.

It makes me… anxious… to be away from you.
Twilight.

Of all the things about me that could frighten you, you worry about my driving.
Twilight.

It’s twilight.
Twilight.

Be safe.
Twilight.

Would you understand what I meant if I said I was only human?
Twilight.

I’m the world’s best predator, aren’t I? Everything about me invites you in — my voice, my face, even my smell. As if I need any of that!
Twilight.

Yes, you are exactly my brand of heroin.
Twilight.

Bella, I couldn’t live with myself if I ever hurt you. You don’t know how it’s tortured me. The thought of you, still, white, cold… to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see that flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses… it would be unendurable. You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever.

So the lion fell in love with the lamb…
Twilight.

The blush on your cheeks is lovely.
Twilight.

You’re as white as a ghost — no, you’re as white as me!
Twilight.

Running is second nature to me, it’s not something I have to think about.
Twilight.

Are you still faint from the run? Or was it my kissing expertise?
Twilight.

You’re intoxicated by my very presence.
Twilight.

If I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I’m not ashamed of it.
Twilight.

Bring on the shackles — I’m your prisoner.
Twilight.


For almost ninety years I’ve walked among my kind, and yours… all the time thinking I was complete in myself, not realizing what I was seeking. And not finding anything, because you weren’t alive yet.
Twilight.

I may not be a human, but I am a man.
Twilight.

You are my life now.
Twilight.

Are you going to tell Charlie I’m your boyfriend or not?
Twilight.

What am I going to do with you? Yesterday I kissed you, and you attack me! Today you pass out on me!
Twilight.

You really shouldn’t have to said that.
Twilight.

You smell so good in the rain.
Twilight.

You’re not asleep, and you’re not dead. I’m here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn’t want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy.
New Moon

Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
New Moon.

I’ll be back so soon you won’t have time to miss me. Look after my heart — I’ve left it with you.
Eclipse.

Isabella Swan? I promise to love you forever — every single day of forever. Will you marry me?
Eclipse.

Enjoying the party, Mrs. Cullen?
Breaking Dawn.

Are you trying to pass this illness off as PMS?
Breaking Dawn.

Bella, I love you. Bella, I’m sorry.
Breaking Dawn.

Don’t panic, love. You’re just a bit stronger than I am for the moment.
Breaking Dawn.

For a CUTE FUCKER

So, we already know it didn't work,huh?

You don't know who am i.

And why you judge by yourself?

We're in different world.

We'll never integrate.

It's HARD to lose you.

to left you behind.

to let you gone.

to permit you absorbed in your own hell.

to forget our story.

to make you none.

It almost impossible.

You can't DECODE.

I can't follow up.

This thing, that we can't explain, got me had a BIG mistake.

Feel it.

Fall on it.

Hurt from it.

Feel the pain.

Enough to ill me.

Goodbye.......

Original Soundtrack TWILIGHT Movie

I'll love all of the songs!

Specially "NEVER THINK".

You know why.........

Gue udah denger 4 dari semua lagunya, and that was GREAT!

I'd really like to cry when i hear never think.

His voice is absoloutly BEAUTIFUL, SOFT, SMOOTH and DEATHLY!

So for what smart reason I don't love you Robert Pattinson?
You did EVERYTHING gorgeously,like yourself.LOL

Which one is your vampire?

Nah nah.

Dari semua(kecuali satu) vampir di bawah ini, which one is your fave?

Kalo saya sih jangan ditanya ya.

Otomatis yang tengah bawah.

Vampire list:

Kiri atas, Jasper Hale.

Kanan atas, Jacob Black(He's a werewolf not vampire)

Kiri bawah, James.

Tengah bawah EDWARD CULLEN.

Kanan bawah, Emmett Cullen.

Tragic of Jonas Brothers CD's

Ini adalah salah satu hal TOLOL dalam sejarah living as Rara Cullen.
Jadi, saya punya namanya BULAN GHINADA, yah bisa dibilang dia menggilai Jonas Brothers.Saya juga suka Jonas sih, saya duluan malah yang tau Jonas Brothers. Ah, tapi Jonas ga ada apa-apanya dibanding MY DAZZLED VAMPIRE. So, i let my friend to addicted to Jobros. Specially JOE! ya kan bul?
Nah suatu ketika, kira-kira 2 atau 3 bulan yang lalu, Bulan beli cd jobros yang self titled. Then, i'd like to borrow it. I've never imagine that TRAGIC will happen. Awalnya saya punya feeling ga enak banget mengenai CD itu.....Tapi masa bodolah, toh bakal gue jaga baik-baik, kata gue dalam hati. CD tersebut masih aman terkendali sampai pukul 18.00. CD tersebut berada di tas gue. Nah, when i tried to open it...DUAR!!!!!CD tersebut terbelah jadi dua. Maksud gue,sambungan CD yang bagian bawah lepas dan agak pecah. Gue langsung keringet dingin. I already promised Bulan to make the CD safe but i ignored it!OH GOSH!
Nah,gue itu sangat KREATIF tapi juga sangat KONYOL. DAN TRAGEDINYA PUN BERTAMBAH!
Gue lari ke kamar,memikirkan jutaan cara memberaskan CD ancur ini(belum terlalu ancur sih).Nah, akhirnya timbul ide SUPER JENIUS dari otak gue. Gue nyari lem. Dan mana mungkin lem uhu bisa nempel CD? Maka, saya mencari LEM BESI di kulkas. Dan ternyata, lem besi adalah malapetaka yang tambah memperburuk kondisi CD tersebut.
Gue ngelem bagian bawah CD/engselnya yang pecah.Tapi SUSAH! lebih susah daripada menerima kenyataan bahwa Bulan bakal marah. TOLOLNYA, lem besi ini amat sangat sulit untuk ditutup. Alhasil gue mebiarkan lem itu terbuka,daaaaaaaaaan MENARUHNYA DIATAS CD YANG MAU GUE LEM!!! SO FOOL,HUH? Gue baru tersadar 4 detik kemudian saat si lem besi sudah...MENEMPEL ERAT PADA BAGIAN TENGAH CD(MUKA JOE)dan percuma gue lap. Lem besi itu kuat banget dan udah MELEBUR dengan CD nya. GUE MULAI NANGIS SEJADI-JADINYA(nangis itu udah kayak hobi/kebiasaan buat gue,jadi udah biasa banget).GUE TAKUT SAMA REAKSI BULAN! dia kan addicted to Jobros,sama aja kayak gue addicted to TWILIGHT. dan kalo twilight gue rusak, bakal gue bantai siapapun yang ngerusakin. Nah, gue ngeri banget nebayangin kemungkinannya, because BULAN IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIEND. CD itu ancur banget deh, kayak CD yang biasa diliat di KOTA.hahaha. Sementara, tampilan CD itu ancur, CD itu juga gak bisa disambung. Jadi apa yang kita tunggu? Gue tau harga CD itu 75.000 rupiah. Waktu itu saya lagi bokek berat, karena belum menerima uang THR lebaran. Lalu,saya sms bulan, dan konyolnya(i'm the fool actually) Bulan NGANGGEP GUE BERCANDA! astaga. Baru sampe berkali-kali gue bilang "CD LO ANCUR BUL,PATAH DAN......." dia baru negerti juga dan setuju gue ganti pake duit aja(lagipula males banget deh ke toko CD,mending juga ke Gramedia..hah). Sebelumnya, gue nelpon bulan buat ngejelasin KRONOLOGIS CERITA CDnya tapi si bulan lagi bener-bener sibuk. NONTON CAMP ROCK!!!dan gak mau gue ganggu sedikit pun. ah,itu dia masalah dari addicted pada sesuatu. DVD camp rock itu punya gue, dia cuma minjem. Kalo DVD gue dirusakin bulan sih gapapa,toh itu bajakan dan di ITC juga banyak!Tapi kalo GUE NGERUSAKIN CD ASLI DIA.....push me into hell.
Besoknya,sebelum bulan sempet ngomong apa-apa, gue udah ngasih uangnya. Dan sial,BULAN MINTA NGELIAT CD ANCURNYA!akhinya gue liatin dan Bulan kaget setengah mati! Tapi gak marah,WOW!(Bulan baik deh,hihiy) Terus temen saya yang satunya dateng, namanya HALIMAH DEVITA HITOBELI. dia terus-terusan nanya "NI CD LO APAIN RA?" hahahaha,kalo inget kejadian malem sebelumnya,rasanya pengen ngakak dan nangis lagi!lucu parah.........yah seperti kata bijak di bawah buku tulis murah....PENGALAMAN ADALAH GURU YANG TERBAIK. Tapi SAYA TETEP PADA PRINSIP AWAL, NGERUSAKIN CD JONAS BROTHERS BULAN LAGI! tunggu aja kelanjutan Tragic of Jonas Brothers CD's 2 ya!

Always in grey,Rob?

WOW!

I always wondering when i see this wonderful picture.

How come?

Robert Pattinson.......kenapa warna mata sama warna kemejanya sama?

ABU-ABU

GREY

And,I can't move my eyes from that thing.I mean,HIS SMILE!!!!!!

Rarpattz

I really miss my facebook

Sebernernya apa sih yang ada dipikiran nyokap gue?

Sejak kira-kira 1 bulan yang lalu, nyokap ngeblock ALL SOCIAL NETWORKS!Is that crazy,huh?

Awalnya gue nangis-nangis, karena gue udah addicted banget sama facebook.

hah,gue yakin sejuta persen udah puluhan application request di facebook.

Gue selalu buka facebook dari hape, tapi sama aja boong!

yang gue butuhin tu APLIKASI nya, sementara facebook mobile cuma bisa liat the wall sama inbox?!

Rasanya sebel banget, gue gak tahan!Kata nyokap, social network itu ga baik, banyak pornografi blablablah.

Nyokap gue dibisikin setan mana sih?aaaarghh

i really missed my bumper sticker, twilight trivia, gossip girl trivia, my old friend(dita), my friend from another world(GC,oops).....

Gue cuma bisa ngeliat dan contact itu semua suatu saat nanti.....yah,pas nyokap gue udah gak freaky kayak sekarang.But when?

Oh god, please................

Robert in Grey!

That's he. He always look GORGEOUS,HOT,PERFECT!

Specially in grey!

Oh gosh.

Robert Pattinson aka my dream boy forever,he often wear a grey.

And it makes him much sexier.

And his expression,OH MY GOSH!

I LOVE ROBERT PATTINSON!

I NEED THIS MAGAZINE!

AAAARRRGGGGHHHHHHH,i screamed out loud when i saw this magazine!!!

Buat yang ngeliat, please banget contact gue!Berapapun harganya pasti gue bayar.......

Alasan saya benar-benar membutuhkan majalah ini adalah,COVERNYA!

Oh gosh,he's totally HOT!

First post

Yeay, finally i have a blog!

Masih bingung sih gimana cara makenya:p, lama-lama paling juga bisa kok.

Hmmmm, blog ini mungkin akan jadi tempat saya meluapkan kegilaan sehari-hari.

XoXo,Rara